wimp.

okay, so i was just exhausted and on my eighth and final wind yesterday. screw the whine. back on track.

"The greatest thing you have is the 24 hours in front of you. the past is gone. the future is distant. today you can succeed."

"Set a goal you can achieve in the next 24 hours."

here are my goals for today:

1) finish the brochure. **MUST DO or will get fired. or at least be disappointing. as is 5:15 now, possibly in trouble.
2) clean bathroom. having first official visitor from family (someone who has not worked on the house, and therefore does not really understand how far we have come) tomorrow, and want house, especially bathroom, to be in top-notch showplace condition. (as much as it can be without sealant or final paint).
3) clean house. see #2. is less important than bathroom. i am weird.
4) go to gym. need to consider this essential. am having problem with that.
5) eat nice respectable food. for at least remainder of conscious hours today. three peeps do not a good dessert make. well, good, but not healthy, certainly. tonight will have salad and sushi to make amends for weird lunch of aforementioned peeps, salami with cream cheese, small ceasar salad and ham and cheese sandwich. my god, i eat a LOT sometimes. add that to a bag of fruit snacks (doubt any fruit contained therein), a diet coke, a vitamin water, two cups of coffee, two eggs, toast and spray butter, and you've got the recipe for my inordinately large ass. yikes.
6) laundry! how am i supposed to fill lovely basket for hand towels in bathroom with dirty handtowels? wish dryer worked and did not have to dry towels four times. better get shakin.
7) julie's postcard. poor thing. i have neglected my be-fri's summer mailing. i am worst kind of friend.
8) sleep. must do that. without aid of trazadone or vicodin.

you see how the gym committment seems to be the least important thing on this very large list for 6 more hours in the day. dear.